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14 years ago
Friday, May 19, 2006
the "I don't like myself" phase
So I've been going through a few phases lately and my current phase is the "i don't like myself" phase. Ever go through those?? It just seems like I can't do anything right, and I totally annoy myself, and feel gross, and just don't want to be around anyone or anyone to be around me... I think I just need a vacation. Hopefully this phase doesn't last much longer, I guess I need some prayer, or something... so if I seem rude or distant it isn't you, it just that I don't really like myself right now.
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hey dude - totally know how you feel. Kinda am having one of those days today, as a matter of fact. I feel fat, and ugly, and dumb today...dropping a glass on my toes just about put me over the edge and caused some tears.
Love you man... no matter what type of "phase" you're in.
girl, you hit it right on the button. i'm with ya...i hate these phases. just wondering, does anyone ever have an "i love myself" phase? if so, please share:) love you fawn, you'll always be my fawndler!
Yeah, I don't like me either right now. I dwell on things that I say or do and say WHY!
makes me think of one of my favorite songs by dido, song title "honestly okay".
I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
But I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore
On a different day, if I was safe in my own skin
Then I wouldn't be lost and so frightened
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin
And I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again.
And I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again.
I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again.
Hey I understand too. It sucks that we all know exactly how you feel. But then I guess you don't feel so alone. And you aren't alone.
hi angel,
i like you a lot. even if you don't like yourself! and im sorry i havent been better about emailing or blogging or all that. you know how it is on missions trips. but hopefully after this week thing will slow down and i can be a better correspondent. i miss you and missed you on this trip. today megan and i went to bojnice alone and it was scary. God is really breaking my pride by putting me in situations where i have to look stupid by trying to speak slovak or not knowing how the buses work. there is no anonymity as an american in slovakia, i tell you what! love ya
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