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why is it that being comfortable seems to go hand-in-hand with being complacent or settling (I know not always, but lately it seems to be working that way). So I've had three job interviews. Doesn't seem like a lot, but it takes EVERYTHING in me to go to an interview. I heard back from one, which was a "we went with a different candidate." That's fine. I didn't like the atmosphere when I walked in or the principal. I had another interview two weeks ago, where i student taught. I had not heard back from them a yes or a no, so I took it upon myself to call; fifteen minutes ago. I did not get it. I find myself crying for something that I didn't want in the first place. The school was Greenacres and before I was done student teaching I remember say that I did not think it was were I was supposed to be. That since of "home" was not there. And now that I'm not working there i am crying over something I didn't want/wasn't supposed to have, in the first place. After the interview I wanted to work there because it was "comfortable." I know the people that work there and I have been there for four months. I'm hoping this blog makes since because i find my self saying that i would have taken a job (if they would have said yes) because I was comfortable. i think being comfortable would have equaled settling because i knew before i graduated that that is not where i am suppose to be. I find God saying that he knows where i will fit best. that my prayer of saying that i don't just want a "job" i want to be where i will fit best, that he IS answering that. does that make sense, does any of this blog??! i hope you, whoever reads this, understands what i am saying. DON'T SETTLE BECAUSE YOU ARE COMFORTABLE!